S&M in Hawaii...

Scumbag photographer...

"I want to belong here, but something feel so wrong here, so I pray..."

As vezes eu penso que sou muito careta pra viver num pais como a America. Closed mind, eh assim que eles (me) chamam.  E eu sou assim por causa de todos os meus credos, religiao ou simplesmente, por ter uma cultura diferente - nem melhor, nem pior, apenas...


Infelizmente (ou nao), algumas coisas me soam um ABSURDO: 

• fumar maconha eh normal (jovem, velhos, familias inteiras!!!)
• pessoas que traem as outras just for fun
• garotas que dormem com diferentes caras por razao nenhuma - nao eh como "eu durmo com fulano porque estou apaixonada", e sim como "eu durmo com funalo porque nao tenho nada melhor pra fazer". 

Triste !


O "voce colhe o que voce planta" no Brasil, esta para "Explore sua vida ao maximo" na America. Talvez, nos, brasileiros eh que estamos errados... who knows? Vai ver, a vida/o corpo foi feito para ser "explorado", e eu nao estou sabendo - acho que perdi essa passagem da Biblia. 


Nao estou dizendo que sou correta, melhor ou perfeita - longe disso! Estou dizendo que, quase tudo o que aprendi ate hoje, o oposto me eh mostrado / enfiado guela abaixo, diariamente. Eh como se voce acordasse e alguem te dissesse "sabe tudo isso que voce aprendeu durante toda a sua vida? entao, esta errado". Desculpe mas, 24 anos eh muito tempo. Principalmente para mim que sou uma pessoa que tem dificuldade de esquecer. Eu deveria seguir o conselho "A felicidade nada mais eh do que uma boa saude e memoria fraca" mas nao... ate porque, esquecer o que eu aprendi significa esquecer os meus pais, e, isso...? Jamais.

Primeiro, eu abro mao de qualquer coisa pra continuar a ser quem eu sou, acreditando nas coisas que acredito e dormindo bem comigo mesma.

Segundo, eu nao faria nada que eu nao pudesse contar para os meus pais - eu penso que, se voce faz a coisa certa nao ha problema algum em contar, certo? Certo ou errado, eu nao me sinto bem fazendo algo que desagradaria os meus pais. Nao eh tipo "Eu sou a Sandy", eh tipo "Oi? familia eh tudo" - e respeito eh menos que obrigacao.


Prazer/desculpa, esta sou. 
Boa noite.

Meooow...

Play with me ?! ... pleeeeease ?!?!?

What time is it ??? ....

IT'S TIME FOR DINNER

Aloha guys !!! Back from Hawaii....

Wow. The popularity of my blog went down last week. It's just because I went on a trip to Hawaii and then "I dont feel posting anything because..." 

Nice !
Actually I didn't write anything 'cause you know? I was kind busy LIVING... eventually, life is that thing what happens when you are writing/reading blogs... Anyways !!!! I have been in amazing places, beaches, restaurants... so I have got "a couple" of good pictures (NOT) around Honolulu Island:

Hey buddy ....

I mean ...

Opportunity of being quiet...

Sometimes I just bring somebody's stuff to my blog and I am done. It's just because sometimes it's not that simple to say what I really would like to say. I don't feel I am hiding myself or i am being unfair with my readers...not at all! I just feel that "the crime doesn't worth", It means,I am not gonna start a drama / war / or whatever for nothing (I said "nothing"?!?) I have looots of things to say - of course - but not everything is fun ! So I usually write a huuuge text and then I stop: [PUBLISH POST] (   ) YES or (  ) NO?. The NO very often wins 'cause I am that kind of person that doesn't miss the opportunity of being quiet hahahaha - I never miss it, I enjoy it : ) 

So, CHEERSSSS TO THE OPPORTUNITY OF BEING QUIET ! yaaaaaaaay !!!

I do what I want. NO. I do what's better for everyone.

Truly me !

"...everytime I wind up back at your door..."

Wow ! I don't have this song in my mind for a long time !! Idk, I completly forgot about it and today it just came up into my mind again, on my way back home. Anyways, there we go:

:: Back at your door ::

(Maroon 5)

Adam Levine (vocalist)

"Clever bot is a mother... of God "

This time the troll wasn't to me though. This "robot" is the devil !!! I TOLD YAAA! hahhahahhaha

Raaawrrrr !

It happens to me aaall the time...

"Dear Santa Claus, this year I would like to... "

Thanks REDDIT for stolen my boyfriend, BITCH !

I DIED...

BReaking BAd addiction

One of those episodes of season 3 made me cry like a baby yesterday. Jesse "Pinkman" lost his girlfriend Jane and then he spent the all day long dialing her phone only to hear the greetings from her voice mail "Hi, this is Jane and I have 4 words for you...". Afterwards, her phone died... such a sad scene.

Jesse "Pinkman" and Jane (R.I.P)

Skyler (like expected) slept with "Beneke man", Ted. "I f*cked Ted", that's what she said in her former husband's face! I felt SO BAD for that! She behaved like a sl*t ! She was so DISRESPECTFUL and I have hated her for that. "Cheating" is a kind of thing that kills me... I know it's just a TV show though! But I do know those things happen in real life. Sad!

Ted (the boy toy) and Skyler (the... never mind)

"That's why..." It was too much information. My mind didn't know how to deal with two unhappy stories in the same time. Two different situations and both painful. So, I got some water, I went to the bathroom and I cried a little bit more. I took some time to get all the negative thoughts out of my mind. well, I am feeling pretty good right now so let's go forward to the next (and last?) season of BReaking BAd ! Woopieeeeee ! 

Awwwwwwwwwww...

Football player huged cheerleader (and girlfriend) after a Touchdown... Sweet !

я люблю россию !!!

Hey !! I would like to send a HUGE kiss for Russians because of the significant % of access in this blog ! So that's my very modest way to thank you guys : 

я люблю россию

How the pandas born...

Once upon a time... I was in a beach time w my girlfriends and - like always - with my noir black eye liner and very black mascara on (not waterproof) and then I went to the swimming pool... Afterwards, I have turned in a panda. And I am like this since I remember know. Here is a picture of this day :

**** My face is not that happy so maybe I didn't like a lot. LOL. whatever! it's already on.

Brazilian Top Models... "Helping is very nice"

+ 1 to the gorgeous Ana Beatriz Barros, brazilian Top Model and Angel from Victoria's Secret. She was such sweetheart for helping her "coworker" Ana Claudia Michels. Makes me think she is a model in both senses. 

Ana Beatriz Barros

Ana Claudia Michels

Are you @*&$^# kidding me ??

I looooove Dolce & ... oh, wait !!!

Seriously, a simple "no brand purse" sounds better than a Dolce & BANANA !!! lol

Oh boy...
I'm DEAD Feat. R.I.P

Kama Sutra...

This time I'm not gonna miss the opportunity of being quite...

Life's hard...

REALLY ???

Cleverbot messes me up ... "LOL"

Fair... NOT !!!

How I see myself...

How my BF sees me...

Come on weekend, come on !!!

Cleverbot Troll ...

Afterwards, I'm done. LOL

Hey panda I'm a... waaaait... !!!

I'm that sweet ...

Sherard's shoulder... Panda: Like a boss

Such a "Chinatown English" ...

Yes! my English is from China so you are lucky if you get it #whatever. Even my brazilian friends don't understand me in my own language so you are good - Portuguese, not spanish. BTW I'm not that interesting so you are not missing anything. Anyways ! It's just a personal blog site. One of those that people do when they don't have anything better to do. Sometimes they have it but they prefer waste their times writting - for fun - like me. Actually I always have something more important to do. Really?

Well, well, well... this is it. I dont intend to be funny, sarcastic or american. I am just a girl addicted (in a bad sense) to browsing internet, web blogs, geek stuff and panda bears.

Welcome.