"... looking at me like I'm crazy person, NO! you are crazy person, BOOM!..."

My 1st episode of Walking Dead...

The beginning - first 10min: 

Two cops/sheriffs in the car are talking about life " - what's the difference between women and men?", " -  Is this a joke???", " - No", " - Women are not able to turn off the lights when they leave"

(Yes, it's a joke! it has to be... )

Seriously!?! it was the DUMBEST male speech that I've heard in my whole life. I mean, we have so many REVELANT differences/things that piss the guys off and then they bring this up: "women are bad guys 'cause they leave lights on and men are super heroes 'cause they turn them off!!!". 

* RELEVANT: "You turn a light off like nobody else, wow! such a super power, huh? I'm jelous"

** RELEVANT: "Babe, I forgot the lights on in the bathroom again, could you do this for me, please? Oh! and try not peeing on the floor next time, Thank youuu!!! Wife". 

(-)1 for poor dialogue. 

Middle:

Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff, Yucky stuff...

*** RELEVANT: I was eating a turkey sandwich the same time. 

+ 1 for the horse

Seriously... I started to have fun 10 min before to be done...

I only one thing to say... "I miss you, Mr. White".

All about me...

I'm a such bad liar.
The worst one I ever have known.

****** It doesn't supposed to be a love letter or a romantic feeling exposed, ok? but I'm gonna talk about my boyfriend and I. (I hate to talk about us in "public") anyways...******

Sometimes I say something like that: "I don't want to go / to be with you", "Could you take me home?", but I'm f*cking lieing. Why I do that? Just because it sounds good in time or it's the right decision BUT it's not what I wanna do. I wanna f*cking leave my house, to go somewhere else AND the most important: I wanna to be with HIM - wherever, whenever, whatever!

***** I spend my all day long locked in a house, under a heater, no fresh air, no distractions at all, no coworkers / adults to talk to, no fun conversation at the coffee machine place and I cook to myself every f*cking day, It's pisses me off, I cannot have my own food for next 50 years. *******

And then I hear my own voice saying BS and I think "WTF is wrong with me? Seriously Nina???" It's pretty hard to believe in me, I can tell. But I always try to make my boyfriend believe that I'm enjoying myself "Oh yes babe, I'm having a great time all alone, woohoo, awesome" - F*CK NO!!! - "I want come over / stay with you b*tch! cuddle, sleep together tonight, tomorrow, forever...". Damn,  I'm so f*cking in love... hahahaha

******* I know he follows my blog - what's sucks LOL - but , I hope he's busy playing video games and don't see that. Let's pray... ********

He says I'm crazy but I don't see that, do you?

My apologies...

I would like to apologize about my last post "I would start a Revolution for that", because I think it was a mistake misunderstanding to talk about 3K's (Ku Klux Klan) without a explanation. My bad !

I was NOT referring to those f...reaki guys that believe in white supremacy, white nationalism, and anti-immigration: (really dude???)

BTW:

I was talking about that: Kinder, Kuche, Kirche, what means: "children, kitchen, church" ...
I would add a "J" for JOB and voila !
This is like my mom's style... and sounds pretty good to me :-)

How I figured my misteake out:

My boyfriend called me crazy for that! And I was like "excuse me?". He reminded me about the bad version of KKK... I was like "OMG! I'm sorry!!!"

He laughed at me 'cause he knows me, right? He knows I'm not a bad person (bitch) so he knows it was innocent mistake. And I got so embarrassed that I decided to give my public apolodies.

"that's why..." :-)

Nina.

Russia VS Brazil

And yooou are gonna say "what a drama! it's only ONE access from Russia more than Brazil" but - excuse meee - Brazil is my home country and thiiiis it's unacceptable.

Shame on you Brazil... Russia love me more than you...

- I'm sad...

- NO, I'M NOT. I'm joking

,

THANK YOU RUSSIAAAAAAAAA !!!! <3

"What girls do when they're drunk" - by Jenna

Today, early morning...

I have checked my feed of "Instagram", but nooow I'm kind pissed because I can't find the first picture that made my day:

"When you find the right one, you'll know because that love will make you want to call up your ex and thank his/her for letting you go..."

I closed the app immediately! Too much information by morning hahahaha

but I could feel my facial muscle turning into a smile.....

a secret one.

"...she smiles the secret smile because she knows exactly how to carry on..."- Sheryl Crowl

Stramp stamp - downvoted

"The Morning After", watch this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8JeeDsBUv4&feature=related

" - You are perfect... Oh, WHAAAAAT ???? "

#massivepalmface

Kind inappropriate but it's so true, I mean, funny that I HAD TO...

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" - High 5 bro !!! "

Russian as a fourth language...

"лутцн"

Result of my search:

Google, you are doing it... wrong?

Worries of an expensive kitty...

#Kidnappers

"Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it" - Rihanna

- Rihanna, you're a such bad girl... say you are SORRY !!!



- No way!

#maternalfeelings

Amy Winehouse

Her dad and I think she's fine... 
- Nina, she's dead.




"The posthumous album by Amy Winehouse, the Brit enfant terrible/singer recently deceased, was released today. It includes her version for the Bossa Nova classic “Garota de Ipanema”, performed in Miami in 2002, when she was 18." - http://deepbrazil.com/blog/

Kid, you don't need a girlfriend...

Sometimes, when I am blogging...

Relevant: "WELCOME TO CUSTOMER SERVICE CHAT. THIS IS DOG."

Happy Weird Day !

Before all: Adele (one of my favorite singers) cheated betrayed me today! Anyways...

I'm gonna tell you guys how my day was... "BIZARRE" - that's the best word I have found.
I just woke up in the morning with a blank mind. I had no thoughts in my mind all day long... good ones or bad ones... I was thoughtless. Empty. I didn't feel bad tough. Actually I didn't feel anything. Today I had no feelings at all! Like... dead.

For the first time (in half year) it happened to me today. It's funny 'cause of THIS - I felt myself "single". Not lonely, not avaiable! Just "single".

I guess it's because my single life used to be like this before I have found my boyfriend (best friend, partner...) So, I used to wake up in the morning, have fun with kids (my job), do routine stuff, you know? go to the gym and done. I didn't used to call friends because I didn't used to have good ones - LOL.
So, nothing/nobody to think about. No "whys", no drama, no worries... That is NOT what I want it! I don't miss a zombie life, with no feelings, no LOVE...
I wasn't happy, I wasn't down tough. I was straight, head up, doing my job... operationally focused.

I have called my girlfriend and then - "thank God" - she haven't picked the phone. I wasn't feeling to talk to her for real. I would be really short. I didn't feel talking to A-N-Y-B-O-D-Y. I just said "Hi" to employee at gym and that was my all dialogue... all day long.

Couple of hours ago I talked to a friend (I finally did) but I was still feeling numb. And then I came home to write about it and I turned the radio on and Adele was singing "The One and Only"... God!... I melted in time,  yes, I cried and - for awhile - I truly hated myself !
Well... "Nobody's perfect..." - Adele


Good night !
Nina.



I DON'T ALWAYS... BUT WHEN I DO...

So, I'd like to talk about my Christmas Wish List...

(( who invited this girl ???))

*** and silly.

Brazilian Soccer Lover !

Nina: - I was too loud cheering my soccer team ???
Kevin: - yes, a little bit  : /
Nina: - who cares ??? we are CHAMPIONS !!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

#vivemosdecorinthians

How I feel when someone mess my mood up ...

Here we go ....

funny ... NO!

I know you love to wait for 4 hours to get your geek boyfriend's attention...